ITS FUNNY I CAN LOOK AT MY OWN LIFE AND MAKE THE COMPARISON OF MANY WHO HAD SO-CALLED FRIENDS BACK IN THE DAY. BUT AS I GOT OLDER I REALIZED THAT THE FEWER PEOPLE IN MY CIRCLE THE BETTER. SOMETIMES WHEN YOU SURROUND YOURSELF BY TOO MANY INDIVIDUALS YOU ARE VERY EASILY PLAYED. AND ITS BEST TO TRY TO AVOID THAT IN MY OPINION. BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF IS NEVER FUN WHETHER IT BE IN A FRIENDSHIP OR A RELATIONSHIP FOR THAT MATTER. MOST DO IT BECAUSE OF THEIR OWN INSECURITIES. THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE BETTER THAN YOU FOR WHAT EVER REASON IF THERE IS IN FACT ONE. WHO KNOWS. BUT THIS IS THE WAY THAT THEY FEEL. AMONG THE PEOPLE THAT I KNEW, I WASN'T THE FIRST TO HAVE KIDS, CERTAINLY WASN'T THE FIRST TO GET MARRIED, AND I WASN'T THE FIRST TO MAKE IT IF THATS THE WORD FOR IT. BUT AT AGE 36, I DID ALL OF THOSE THINGS AND I FEEL LIKE I'M THE LAST MAN STANDING. WHY ? IS THE QUESTION.
I THINK ITS BECAUSE I WENT THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO THROUGH , WHEN I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO THROUGH IT. YES I STRUGGLED, BUT I DID IT AT A TIME BEFORE I WAS MARRIED BEFORE I HAD CHILDREN BEFORE I HAD ANY REAL RESPONSIBILITIES. GOING THROUGH THIS BUILDS CHARACTER , BECAUSE WHEN YOU FINALLY ARRIVE YOU KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THINGS BETTER, YOU KNOW HOW TO BALANCE EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY YOU KNOW HOW TO REMAIN HUMBLE BECAUSE YOU NEVER WANT TO LOSE THAT. ITS LIKE THAT GUY THAT WE ALL KNOW THAT SEEMS TO HAVE HAD THE EASY ROAD IN LIFE BUT THEN LOSES EVERYTHING BECAUSE THEIR HEAD GOT SO BIG. NEVER THAT!
NEVER LOSE FOCUS ON WHAT YOU WANT TO BE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY NEVER LOSE MEMORY OF WHERE YOU COME FROM. BECAUSE IN THE END YOU'LL FIND YOURSELF BY YOURSELF. YEP
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
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